Monday, January 11, 2010

2010, A New Year

Lately I've been contemplating my own growth and transformation and what it means in my life. I've come to realize that this past year was about seeing myself truly from a witness perspective. The light and the shadow, the inner child, the male and the female aspects. Last year I stopped and pondered myself, my thoughts, my actions and the guidance I received more than ever before. I stood still and listened. I witnessed myself in everything I did. In essence I turned my gaze inward to face whatever I may find...

While last year was a year to explore and integrate the darker side of myself, this year feels like a year to trust and allow the lighter side to emerge into fuller expression. While last year felt heavy and dense with drama, karma, childhood stuff, etc. This year feels open, like a clean slate. A new freshness like after a clean snowfall brightens up the entire landscape. This year is a beginning year for me. A new decade and a renewed commitment to living authentically from my center, the core of my being. A year to uncover new desires, to have more fun, to listen and be compassionate. A year to open myself up and allow others to see their own beauty reflected in me.